OKAY who saw the VMA & Taylor Swift’s new music video LOOK WHAT YOU MADE ME DO.? IT WAS PHENOMONAL.! I loved the song and then when the music video came out I was like omgggg ICONIC.!! How she referenced all of her haters and everything that was said about her since her career blew up.

One of my favorite parts was the snakes scene. She did that scene for KIMYE because after that whole thing with Kanye lyrics calling her a bitch came out and Kim proved she did approve, TS still said she never approved being called a BITCH and Kim never had that recording so maybe she was right, but people still called her a snake so hence the snakes……. She wore all her old outfits from different music videos, looked like “Katy Perry” (Who I love btw), & had references to her “SQUAD” while also having the end of the music video be of her old selves literally dying.! Like she said “The old Taylor can’t come to the phone right now, WHY.? Oh cause she’s dead.!!!” I also love how she had on her old outfits from tours and old music videos and even award shows at the end with comments about what people said about her.!!! She made fun of herself and of those people all at once by saying you can say what you want to say, but at the end of the day she still rose to the TOP and her “REPUTATION” speaks for itself.! I can’t wait until REPUTATION comes out.!

P.S. did anyone else notice the SQUAD names on her new but same old shirt at the end & of course she has her main girl that she known since 2008 and been her OG squad member her ride or die, right hand girl, her main girl on the shirt too my girl Selena Gomez.!!!

P.S.S. Who noticed the I LOVE TS shirt similar to what Tom Hiddleton worn.

For anyone who didn’t understand the MV you can visit these sites that explains it well.

Click here for information about her clothing resemblence

About the ICONIC video


Free and Loose

I am down south and feeling more free than anything else. I don’t feel pressured or angry because of the fakeness. I don’t feel boredom I feel free and loose.

I haven’t done much I mean I am in the busiest city so I doubt I would have been able to do everything within 3 weeks, but what I’ve done so far feels liberating. The crazy part.? I haven’t done nothing out of the ordinary. I just don’t have fake people around me and that is what makes everything so perfect. Maybe I will encounter those kinds of people when I get out more, but I am wiser and different and I know when those kinds of people enter my life or at least are trying to, so I know who to shut out now.

Feeling free by doing NOTHING never felt so good. I don’t hear the same excuses anymore. The same lies and have to pretend to care. I don’t “care” about people’s feelings anymore because I WILL NEVER EVER see them again.!! I can finally shut them out of my life. Before I felt like I had to talk to them because there was no one else. I knew noone else there, but now I don’t give a damn. I deleted them from social media and my phone and my life and I swear I haven’t seen a gray hair since. 🀣🀣🀣🀣

I haven’t done much besides the movies and visiting supermarkets and different places I will be going to every now and then. Still haven’t had the chance to see my best friend yet because she works nonstop and lives 3 hours away, but we are still planning. I am applying for jobs, I am doing everything I did there, but here I am happier. I am content. More Free than I’ve ever been. IDK if it’s being here or taking those people out of my life or both, BUT GOD does it feel AMAZING.!! Knowing I won’t hear those same excuses of why people can’t go out or the lies & sappy stories and pretend to care. I don’t have to no more because I am gone and I finally realized not to care and to stop being afraid of being alone.!!

So here are some pictures I captured throughout my three weeks of being here. Live, Laugh, Love. BUT most IMPORTANTLY BE TRUE TO YOU.!!Β 



Took a walk and needed to snap these pictures



Proud of who I am



Art is sometimes transparent and sometimes it’s just a tentative thing



When you try to get a schedule going and you see improvements


Going to take me a while, but I will get there. Can’t be weak forever right lols







Pinning My New Bedroom

I had Pinterest for a while now, but it was recently when I started using it more and more. I look at ideas for food, DIY, decor and I do find a lot of great things. I have been looking specifically into new bedroom decor for my new bedroom and I found some amazing things that I will be trying. I can’t wait to try all the ideas and to paint my room as well. I have an idea of a creme color for the walls so then I can have colorful bed sheets and items all around.

Here are some awesome and simple ideas I will be trying & comment below on what you look for to PIN.! πŸ™‚


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You can check out more of my PINterest ideasΒ by clicking on this link.


Can Happiness Be Real.?

Can it be true that happiness can be REAL.? Can everyone really be happy in their life.? I used to have so much dubious about happiness because I felt it was never a thing for me to truly have. I mean of course yes I get happy at times with certain things, BUT to be sincerely happy all the time or majority of the time.? Well that is something that was rare for me, but I think I broke the curse and I can actually be happy for real. I think happiness can be REAL.!

I am starting a new chapter in my life one where I have a say in my endeavours. I know I WILL succeed because this time I know what I want and what I don’t want or NEED. This time I am in control and I know what to do to just be happy. To keep the happiness at in all time HIGH.

And now here are some pictures of me enjoying my happiness and starting my new chapter. πŸ™‚

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Fashion On The 4th

Hey everyone, I hope everyone had a safe, and fun day celebrating America’s Independence.! I know I had a lot of fun.! Celebrated with my family and friends. And had amazing food in the process, and of course dancing was involved because what kind of party is it without one.?

This post will be a quick one on the fashion I wore that day. I was into the RED, WHITE, AND BLUE theme. I think I was the only one into the theme lols. There probably were a few others, but after I told them to wear the colors. So what did I have on.? A white off the shoulders Forever 21 shirt with black Fashionnova pants, red nails, and blue earrings. I wanted to put the colors on different parts on me. So I went a bit festive and different, but who cares.! I am inimitable πŸ™‚

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Too Little Too Late For JoJo…. NOT

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I went to a JoJo concert and had an amazing time. I had so much fun meeting her and just being in her presence as she sang some of her old songs. Since I had VIP I got to meet her and she sang acoustic to us as well. She had some openers. The first one I can’t remember his name but he was great which makes me mad that I didn’t write down his name on my phone. The other one was STANAJ.! OMG that man is sooooo damn sexy and TALL.!!! He rocked it and it was a blast to hear him sing live because those vocals were INSANE. He is going to get big soon I know it.

JoJo came out on stage and it was perfect. Not only did she admire my “vibes” shirt from our vip meeting earlier because vibe is one of her songs, BUT we ended up touching hands while she was on stage and I believe I am the only one she did that with for my concert. LIKEE OMGGGGGGGGGGG JAW DROPPER FOR ME.!!! We had three moments. . . the hands, the admiring of the shirt, and our hug.!!!!! LIFE WAS COMPLETE THAT NIGHT.!!! I can’t wait for her to become huge again. If you have MADLOVE for her you should go to her MADLOVETOUR

P.S. ZAYN MALIK WAS IN THE AUDIENCE AS WELL.!!! P.S.S. Remy Ma came on stage with JOJO.!!!! πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ‘ŒπŸ‘ŒπŸ‘ŒπŸ‘πŸ‘

Oh yea got my jeans and shirt fromΒ FashionNova





Hi everyone. I haven’t posted in a very long time. I will try to change that. This post will be about my experience at the DANGEROUSWOMANTOUR.!!!!!!!!

I went with my little sister it was a two day Madison Square Garden event in NY and we went on the second day on Friday 2/24/17. It was soooo much fun.!! First we went to lunch at this place called Niles NYC it was so beautiful and it was soo delicious as well. Afterwards we went to charge our phones and then went to go wait on line, but first we bought merchandise. I bought a sweater from Ariana and a shirt from Little Mix. (I’ll show pictures down below) My sister bought a little mix wrist band and an Ariana Grande poster.

We waited on line for an hour before they finally let us in.! We were in section 2 which was soo close.! I did good in getting us those seats lmao. By the time we were in there my feet were hurting so I took my shoes off and danced on the floor. My boots are comfortable for only a certain amount of hours.!!!

First it was Victoria Monet didn’t care for her so didnt take pictures or videos of her. Then after her my british girl group LITTLE MIX came on and I sang every song.! Afterwards Ariana came on and she SLAYED.!!!!!! I enjoyed myself at this concert and NYC TURNED UP.!!! WE PROBABLY WAS THE LOUDEST CITY SO FAR OF COURSE.!!! I hope the rest of her tour goes loud and hard like we did.! And sings every song like I did.! πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚